The Darkest Day is Only 24hrs

For the first time in so long I woke up and felt peace.
Real peace, a strange feeling of calmness, like the ocean was all around me.
The feeling of positivity is setting in, and I know that everything
usually does work out for the best.
It's so easy to get stuck in the same place, continue the same cycles
Making major life changes is hard.
I think even the people who reach a point in their life where they feel
an all over contentment, get stuck.
Today I'm so thankful for what I have, and I'm ready to do the work to reach my highest goals.
I no longer want the easy road, the road that leads to future disappointment.
It may be a journey, but this is the fork in the road and I'm taking the high one.
Strength is so deep inside us, and always there when we need it.
I'm reaching inside and pulling it out
Breathing deep and letting it go.

I truly believe there are two types of people in this world
Those who devote their lives to others, and those who devote their lives to themselves.
Suppose the ones who learn to balance both are way ahead of the game, and are few and far between

So maybe I've just confused maturity with life experience this whole time

simple breezes of life

given away at birth
two brothers taken by the dark
a father erased by god
two mothers lost to pain
sisters who cant feel life
love given to a broken soul
beautiful girls
angles to fill the whole
another chance lost to lies
here i am
nothing left
simple breezes given and taken by life

I love to watch porn
And think of you
Sweet love

Obsolete

Learning

The only thing I really have is me
Until there's nothing left but floating fragments in the sea

Little more of a loaner than meets the eye
To many people just crowd life

Learning

To hold my tongue
to let go of distress

Trying to find a refuge from the chaos
Unsure if there's such a place

Or such a reason
Or a thing called grace

Sometimes driving down the wet road
I wonder what it would feel like
To let all control go
Crash into you
Our tiny little bits spilled all over

broken hearts must be better than broken souls

I'm going to smile and make you think I'm happy, I'm going to laugh, so you don't see me cry, I'm going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me - I'm going to smile.
- Author Unknown