So maybe I've just confused maturity with life experience this whole time

simple breezes of life

given away at birth
two brothers taken by the dark
a father erased by god
two mothers lost to pain
sisters who cant feel life
love given to a broken soul
beautiful girls
angles to fill the whole
another chance lost to lies
here i am
nothing left
simple breezes given and taken by life

I love to watch porn
And think of you
Sweet love

Obsolete

Learning

The only thing I really have is me
Until there's nothing left but floating fragments in the sea

Little more of a loaner than meets the eye
To many people just crowd life

Learning

To hold my tongue
to let go of distress

Trying to find a refuge from the chaos
Unsure if there's such a place

Or such a reason
Or a thing called grace

Sometimes driving down the wet road
I wonder what it would feel like
To let all control go
Crash into you
Our tiny little bits spilled all over

broken hearts must be better than broken souls

I'm going to smile and make you think I'm happy, I'm going to laugh, so you don't see me cry, I'm going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me - I'm going to smile.
- Author Unknown