finding my way through this fog of a world

lost

Lost
In a world where you all think
imcrazy
lost in a crowd of black splattered faces
foreign people
foreign places
Where do I go
when everyone's gone
where do i go
to cry

fuck fuck fuck
fuck
fuck fuck
and fuck fuck
fuck
fuck

independent

sitting by
i see you
for all you are
and i know you
your love
your truth
your lies
i am no god
but i see the future
i know this path
sitting by
this cold damn air
i see my gold
slipping down my throat
and feel
every piece
of
it

My loves

If I die
I love you all
Bright and shining souls

How you all drove me to tiny little places
I might have never gone

If I die
I lived a happy life
Sad hard fun full and beautiful

If I die
know
I really lived

Three

Three fucking hearts
twisted turned and tormented
Choices that are in powers hold and actions that are impotent

I feel a storm in this quite calm facade
I feel a a free form of fuckery
From us all

Three simple little lives
Waiting for the bite

She knew

And then she said take me
out for tacos
I'll get fish you get chicken
We'll sit on stumps
Small talk about
places faces things and what
Wait for mine before you start
And then she said
take me back to your place
to read and laugh and watch TV
I on a chair with you on my mind
And then she said
fuck me
yes
fuck me
But you said no because its just to
hard
But she knew the hardest part was
between your legs
And the only part of your love she feels
is your rock hard cock
And your silent gaze
(Sometimes she hates you because you're right)