On Friday...

Here we go loop de loop
Here we go loop de lie
Here we go loop de loop
All on a Saturday night

How I so badly want to jump on that train and not look back
If only I didn't know to well from experience it solves nothing
Maybe some fresh air and new faces can bring a temporary relief
But when you get where you're going you are still just you
And the world is still just the world
Lately, this desire pulls at me in a way so strong I've never known
Tired of the same cycles, same places, same flat roads..
I need life. I need love. I need reassurance in this thing.
My faith has been shattered, and therefore I need.
I see nothing wrong with this
I give life. I give love. I give all this
willingly
Some people want them, others do not.
I want the feeling of the wind on my face
somewhere random in the middle of Texas
Maybe I just want what I cant have
Maybe I'll keep working this out
and waiting for the right time to ride

fuck kentucky

somewhere amidst the parallel worlds of good and evil
i accidentally drove to kentucky
fuck
why do i always end up in kentucky?

lostit

Sweet Jesus Amy May! I thought the world ended when i heard your call today.
A fuzzy message about a trip to Maine, thought you lost it! then I heard you
on that fuck of a phone
Something about your friend in need, beckoned you to cross the country to be at her side...
why? I didn't get that part, well then. something about trekking it for a reason
and a new start
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all I know is it's been to long
and in time I see this same old song
la da de la da da a country does call
and no matter where you go I still get the same call
i love you sweet babe, just keep in cumin
no matter how far
no matter
i still love ya

honestly

The pain is to much
to much to bear
Your indiscretion
imprudence
is nothing more than pride and loafing
A lack of effort and care
the showcase of true emotion
idleness despair
what matters in life
nothing more than a
lifeless fuck
a lack of care
a heart lacking in love
no heart
no care

I only know 10% of what I know is truth in the lie
The rest is merely blow jobs given out to migrant workers